someone is so being a bitch right now!

hohoho..
(baru dateng aja uda ketawa mesum)

it's been a long time ya.. sudah lama skaley saya tak berkunjung kesini..
it's just,, i have no courage to express what i feel, into something real.. i thought that to express sth, especially, feelings,, that was just so difficult,, i regularly share all my thoughts with all audiences out there, but i rarely do that with myself.. oh,, what kind of idiot i am.. such a coward..

and this blog is some kind of expression i need to deal with,, and the only reason is because,, i am NOW talking to myself.. and that's what real means.. real for me, btw..

ah, syulit syulit syulit.. (dangdut.com)
tolooonngg (mulai kaya AG,, cape de --> pake gaya)

well, i am not an introvert young lady,, but things i've been doing lately.. they made me felt like i so am.. who pretend not to be one.. but i'm telling you,, i'm not! ugh,, i hate all things which are related with introvert feelings.. why do they have to exist? it just makes everything so harsh.. makes me feel like nothing..
no hard feeling, i don't judge any of you..

but luckily, i have something good.. big elation actually.. hihihi..
xii sos iii presents TROTOS, The Reminiscenes of The OH-NO! samsons.. sbenernya,, bahasa cinkonya seh,, kenangan terindah haterz.. hahaha.. ga banget deh.. but thanks a bunch you guys..

1. buat jeje.. for becoming my beloved webster master.. buat semua penghiburan2nya disaat-saat sulit buat gue.. seperti : pas pelajaran AG, pelajaran AU, LE, HR,, dll kecuali jam kosong, jam istirahat, dan jam padus.. i owe you something.. hihihi.. sebenernya seh buat saran2nya yang simple.. tapi nenangin banget.. arigatooo.. je,, nyanyi2 lagu mellow yuuuukk.. trus cerita loe belum komplit lho,, boleh nyicil kok,, ^^
2. Buat adel, the sunsilk girl,, (going to be, in 3 weeks) huahaha,, cerita2 loe,, smuanya,, it inspired me,, a lot.. membuat gue felt grateful bgt karena ternyata,, we have each other dengan masalah oh-no samsons yang semakin merajalela.. huehehe.. tabah ya del,, u're gonna make it.. i know u will..
3. Linalianggembila.. hohoho.. loe tau untuk apa gue berterimakasih.. hihi (sok mesum dan rahasia)
4. Prisil,, dude, i dunno how to spell ur name corectly,, but that doesn't mean that u're forgotten, hun,,, haha
thanks karena sudah menganggap saya lucu, as if.. hahaha.. kamyu lutcyu deh.. kalu ulangan pinjem catetan yaaaaa.. hahaha.. thanks for introducing j-co donuts,, which i don't like them so bad, but it turns out,, they are not that bad.. hohoho
5. ricky.. --> uda masuk trotos belom ya? secara dia suka samsons.. hahaha.. udalah gue sebutin aja,, kalo ga tar dia sensi.. hihihi..

u guys change my days.. hohoho...

--buat abet juga,, gue ga tau kata apa lagi selaen trimakasih.. (anjiiirrrr).. hahaha.. u know my words, man..
--buat mel,, my best girlfriend ever.. thanks for being there with me within my hardest day,, oh my so twin sister..
--ka' aisha.. huehehe.. kangen bgt de.. td belum puas ngbrolnya.. thanks for the pathetic sonata that u've chosen to give me.. i'm going to play it, beautifully,, as pathetic as i can cos that song describes myself, esp. right now.. yeah, you are so right.. it fits me, and i'll fit it..

uda kaya acara oscar aja gue, thanks2 gajelas.. hehehe.. maav ya, kalo ada nama yg tak disebutkan..
hihi,, cape ngetiknya.. btw,, saya cuma ingin bersyukur atas apa yang ada diskeliling saya skarang.. whether it's wrong or right..

love you all..
including you.. oh, so slutty bitch.. i'm trying to deal with you..