somehow depressed.. ?

well, well, well...

minggu penyiksaan telah berakhir.. *plokplokplok*
berikut ini laporan pandangan mata singkat selama 1 minggu ini..
selasa : ulangan akun? balance.. walopun banyak cacat di bbrp tmpat.. welldone... ohohoho..
ulangan inggris? hell,, so damn confusing.. plus, with no enough time.. agak bs c.. (amiin)
rabu : ulangan kn? bolehlah :)
kamis : sejarah? thanks to jesslyn.. a lot!! huehehe..
jumat : mat? cupu.. akun? lebi cupu lagi... hayo nak,, tak boleh sombong..

rasa2nya c smua lumayan.. tapi tak tau jg ya.. secara nilai awal semester 2 uda kebakaran mulu,, and helloww.. anak sos gtu lhoo.... walo anak smuki c.. hehehe.. no excuse lah ya.. males aja pake banyak cingcong.. hoho.. makanya skarang sedang dalam masa menyadari saat2 kekhilafan dulu.. semoga berjalan baik sampai ulangan umum nanti..

aduhh,, why do i become so girlie today? uda ungu, pink pula.. ga dea bgt deh.. but that's okay lah ya.. skali2 gw jg butuh pencerahan.. bosen dikatain preman mulu.. :)

uhmm.. let's discuss bout sumthing.. hari ini gw membaca sebuah komik dan mendapati sebuah pernyataan terpampang manis disitu.. katanya,, " kalau mengejar kebenaran terus, kamu akan kehilangan lebih banyak dari yang kamu dapatkan.."

well,, isn't that right? but, is that even better than if the truth catch u before?
it feels like being betrayed or something.. walaupun hasil akhirnya sama aja.. sama2 tau jg.. hehehe..

well,, life is about to choose.. halah.. kebanyakan milih... jadi sok wise gtuh gw,, gpp de, biar keren.. kesannya kan gimana gitu.. hoho...

huaaahhh... i feel somehow depressed.. but just for today lah ya.. tomorrow is gonna be another day..

New day has comeeee... singing mode : on.. niru2 celine dion : on.. halah,, geje..

baibai.. have a nice weekend !!

chaotic!

Huahhh....

today is such a chaotic dae... padahal agak2 gak ada apa2 sih... ^o^
but anyway,, we'll be having so much to do within this week... buat anak2 sos khususnya...

senin : ulangan bahasa indo (+ ul sosio & reme akun just for me yg notabene dibatalkan.. *sigh*)
selasa : ulangan akun & inggris (ul sosio... just for me again..)
rabu : konon ulangan KN
kamis : ulangan sejarah yang ngejubilehnya ga wajar... insap, nak..
jumat : her ulangan mat anak 2 sos.. and guess what?? remed akun yang uda ditunda sbanyak brapa kali entah...

hellowww... jibo uda brapa kali coba ngebatalin remed akun?? gw ampe uda blajar ampe uda bs ampe jd ga bs ampe jadi bs lg dan tadi gak jadi aja gtuh.. secara nilai gue 35, gak mungkin ga remed kah?? moga2 jumat kagak dibatalin lagi...

well,, till right now,, dakuw belum memutuskan sonata apa yang harus kumainkan..
1. Beethoven sonate op 13 no 1 (sonata pathetique)
2. Schumann sonata op 22

dua-duanya enak dan keren bgt.. kata guru gue " sonata pathetique itu dea bgt.."
oh my good God, am i really that damn pathetique? hell yeah again,, but i would say no, though.. secara akhir2 ini gue sudah bisa memahami arti idup gue.. halah... dangdut lagi.. btw, i must choose abaout this ASAP secara hari sabtu sudah ngeles.. any idea?

everything's done in the right way todae.. tapi kenapa rasanya ada yg kurang yah?
well.. masi ada proses yang harus dijalani, masih ada jawaban yang harus ditunggu, dan masih ada harapan yang harus dinanti.. well, everybody does, right?

S.A.B.A.R.. susah yah jadi org sabar? but however.. God loves the patient one.. -.-"

pengen les inggris nih.. biar keren nulis di blog pakai bahasa inggris..
ohohoho...
adakah ide tempat les inggris yang bagus?

uhmm,, uda kali ya.. agak bingung mau ngmg apa.. well, see u then..
have a great dae.. !!

my first post.. yey ^o^

Hi there..
akhirnya, abis dibujuk-bujukin sama rere, jj, plus ased.. i finally made my own blog.. big applaus for me pliss (halah geje..)

actually,, don't really knoe wat to sae..
my purpose to do this blog-thing is just,, i wanna share my life in this little box... bcoz sometimes i couldn't keep it on my own.. hehehe,,

today,, i learn a lot.. we finally made it,, smukies choir akhirnya menang,, number one champion boo.. walopun masi banyak tiny2 mistakes which finally doesn't called tiny anymore,, we proved that we were better than the others,, hepihepi.. practise makes perfect, guys.. so much too do before we have to go to itb,, it ain't over till it's over, fella.. keep it up!! yey.. (uda mulai ga jelas)

what's more? akhirnya teori yang mengatakan kalu "life depends on human's thought itself.." ternyata sangat benar skali... masi inget kata2 icha rachmanti dalam novel cintapucino "prepare for the worst and hope for the best" ? yup,, 2 quotes tersebut are nearly connected in each way..

sometimes if we thought about the bad one, (even it's just to prepare).. eh,, it happenned loh.. justru krn kita uda sering prepare buat yang the worst dengan sengaja, pas itu terjadi kita hanya akan smakin kaget dengan persiapan kita dan smakin berfikir "what a cruel world, we don't even have any faith to hope for the good things.. from now on, prepare for the worst, no need to hope,, blahblahblah" ..

pada saat mikir yang terlalu bagussss,,, eh,, tau2 ga kejadian.. ya,, lil bit disappointed seh.. well, for time being,, that thing always happenned within my harsh life..

jadi,, yang bener tuh gimana sih?

by process,, gw menyadari,, in fact, as a human being,, we have our basic-instinct.. klo ada yg bilang.. "percayalah pada hatimu" (dangdut bgt dah) well.. that's true..
apa yang membuat kita prepare for the worst hanyalah rasa takut kita,, takut sakit hati, dilukai, ditolak, dsb... bcoz it hurts so bad when u don't have what u want to have.. but in life, we do have to hope.. but we just have to remember that day-dreaming things are not always able to be true..

percaya deh sama basic-instinct kita.. memang ga 100% betul, karena namanya jg manusia,, pasti ga ada yg sempurna.. tapi hidup kita itu pilihan,, mau dibawa kmana, dijadiin apa.. (with God's will too, tough)

if we think we're gonna make it happen, then we do..
but if we think we can't, then.. goodbye , fella.. hoho..

just keep your basic instinct stays in your deepest place from your heart,
soalnya banyak bgt hal2 yang bs ngebuat kita ngrasa, " kayanya gak gini de, apa feeling gw salah ya?" hehehe.. well, just let that go.. it'll come to you by chance (apa yang slama ini lo harapkan bakal terjadi) kan uda punya basic-instinct,, sengganya kita punya pegangan yang cukaup terjamin dalam idup ini..

Things suddenly came when we least-expected.. Jadi ngarepnya jangan banyak2 amat.. kan kaya surprise gtu (apasih.com) well, i don't like that, though.. makanya gue bilang basic instinctnya bner2 hanya ditaro di tempat yang paling dalem aja alias jadi dasar.. soalnya ngarep lama2 dengan basic-instinct all written in your forehead juga capek ya.. bisa gila kali.. hehehe

gak jelas jg nih post kali ini..
pada ga ngerti ya? well,, gw jg bingung kok.. (halah)
cm pengen share aja.. hoho.. c u around, guys.. ^o^